alam mo yung feeling na, super lapit na ng panalo, eh biglang nawala pa. Yung feeling na ilang sugundo nlng panalo pa kayo, sa huling sampung segundo nawala pa ang lahat.

Epic talaga ng feeling kung ikaw yung na sa posisyon ko. Di ko malaman kung kailangan ko bang ganahan, manghinayang, magalit, o ano. Basta, di ko alam. Ang alam ko lng, ang bagal ng oras, ang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko. At kahit yung mumunting pagbabago sa kapaligiran, aba'y napapansin ko.


Yun nga lang, iba nangyari kanina. Nung natamaan ako ni Alvin, wala okay lang saakin. Pero nung nahiga na ako, I started tearing apart already. Wala nmn akong sinisisi na kahit sino. Di ko rin sinisisi ang rules. Basta, eto basahin mo:

Kung ako lang yung naapektuhan, tingin ko nmn kayang suportahan ng beliefs, logic, at principles ko yung pagkatalo na iyon. Laro lang nmn yun eh. May natatalo, may nananalo. KASO HINDI eh. Yung pagkatalo na yun, feeling ko nasayang ko yung efforts ng team mates ko at yung syempre, yung expectation nya at enthusiam sa sportsfest. Feeling ko kasi nagdala ako ng maraming tao sa pagkatalo na yun eh. So for me, parang di lang sya laro or whatever. Ang sinasabi ko lng, okay lang nmn kung ako lang yung natalo eh, kaso hindi talaga. Marami na akong nadisappoint, hindi ko na alam kung may mukha pa akong ihaharap sa inyo, at sa iyo. I'm sorry. I disappointed you once, twice, and now thrice. Nakakahiya, hindi ako katanggaptanggap.
Ayan nanaman ako sa letseng sorry ko. Wala na talaga akong ginawang tama.

Pero ewan eh. Parang yun lang ang kaya kong sabihin.

Mandarin Proj >.<

17 Jan.

That was the first day of my editing(I think). We shot a couple of videos so I guess this was the right time to start the editing already.

In that day, I did tagging or renaming the footage to their respective scene number. That was the most boring part of the process. I'm never gonna do that again.

After tagging. I did syncing. I now laid each footage to premiere pro and sync the two videos because we use two cameras. In syncing, I always want to view the waveform panel in layers. In that way I can see in which part Myra shouts scene _ take_ ACTION! Those three sounds is very noticeable in the waveform thingy. It makes syncing easier. Then I will adjust them a bit to make sure they sound really good.

I finished until scene 10 only.

Along with syncing, I also downloaded the soundtracks that we need on my other laptop. I also downloaded all of the sfx to use.

18 Jan.
I finished laying out most of the movie. It reached for about 30 min. I transferred all sound files to my other laptop and started dropping annd timing them on the scene. It didn't go well. It sounds really bad. Do you know Vines? Vines are 6-7 seconds of video with simple and sometimes hilarious theme. Some of them have background music. Now for our project, most scenes last for only 15 secs. Which is totally bad. The parts where I was ordered to put background music sounds like Vines. Personally, I don't like that to happen because it will not be effective to show the mood to the viewers. So I decided to find some good instrumentals.
I used one soundtrack that we used to our previous mandarin project. I put it in the end where things starts to get better.

24 Jan
I added some footage to the timeline. I also attempted to sync Lucy's voice to the older footage but it didn't go well. I have thought to just retake it again. I thought of a new method to make sure the audio syncs with the footage. We are going to do the method of dubbing. Not really dubbing but that's how it goes like, She have to wear ear phones or head phones and connect it to my laptop. The footage will be played on my laptop and a camera is directly listening at her. It's like she will be the one to be syncing.

I also finalize the background music and the sfx.

25 Jan.
Today my goal was to give a nice look to the movie. I only selected those bad looking footage. What I mean by ugly videos is when it is too dark, to bright, mismatching white balance, etc. So I color corrected some footage.
I also added some effects like flare effects to some of the footage.


My plan next week is to finalize everything. Maybe I could render the video at the first week of Feb. or 4th week of Jan. Then by 2nd week of February, I'll work on the English subtitles.


Okay that's it.

Help me

I don't really know which one to pass. Help me please?

I've been editing our mandarin project since this morning.

I will be using two laptops for editing our mandarin project for the first time. Now I realized that it is not a good idea. My head hurts so bad so I have to stop every 30 min. and have a 5- 10 min. of rest. My progress in editing is slower than I thought. Right now I am encoding the AVCHD to mp4 by Adobe Media Encoder for faster and smoother editing. I am done with labeling and grouping the footage in a folder. My biggest problem to face is syncing. I hate syncing. However, I have to do that. Good thing I have a second laptop. It is way way faster than my small laptop. What I also like about it is that, it has wider screen making it easier to maneuver things out. 

I have four screens facing me right now. I don't know if I should be problematic or amazed by it. 

Just watched step up a while ago.

I thought I can get some camera ideas by watching the movie and I guess I found some ideas.
I just realized that low shots often gives epic shots, but I don't think it will be suitable for our mandarin video. The video is mostly conversation so over the shoulder and mid shots will be more suitable. I just have problems in my head that it might be time consuming and we don't have the proper crew and equipment for such shots. If only I have everything that I need -- it would be a nice hobby.

I am just really bored now because I finished everything that I need for school. I played table tennis, basketball, I played with our pets, and helped mom cook spag. However, I am not that satisfied with everything I've done today. I don't really know why and I wouldn't want to know. I'll close my computer and do biking. Bye bye!

BBMP or BMPB?

I am really amazed by her performance. She's a guitarist, a singer, and she's so pretty. 

The song is an old song. It's a 1968 song. I am not sure if the title is Buttercup Build me Up or Build me Up Buttercup? Anyway, I don't know why I love this song so much. The tune is so upbeat and my feet is stomping right now as I listen to her. I tried playing the song on my guitar but I just can't copy the beat. >.< . She's really greatt!!  TEacchhh mee! 

I don't really like songs with very hard beats and very loud vocals such as bang bang, break free and some of the other pop songs. I love to listen to music with calm/upbeat instrumentals and soft vocals. I don't know why but I think it matches my personality. Oh and I prefer music from instruments rather than from a computer simulation.   

Bye bYe 

I feel incomplete because now you are far from me.
I feel so lonely that I can't do things like the way I do.
I feel afraid for sometimes I don't know what's happening with you.
I feel so jelous for you are closer to him now.

In the morning, I always look for you
In the evening I always check you
Oh I don't know what to do without you.

I think our separation is for your own good
Because I can't survive seeing you suffer
But I want to be with you
Because I live in joy


Now I feel loneliness
But regardless of that
I still care for you.
Please always remember that.













- to my laptop because it was broken. >.<

A new Guitar

Yehey

Last Sunday, I got a new guitar. The guitar was great and I think, I will be using it for a long time.

I just realize that it was easier to do finger style in a classical guitar than in an acoustic guitar. The strings are far from each other making it easier to not to overlap strings. Well I found nothing wrong when I play chords. So overall, I wasn't disappointed with my guitar.

For the design, I chose a simple one. I didn't really care about the design. I just care about the sound quality and the sturdiness of it.

For my old guitar, I just gave it to my brother. I think he also wants to learn guitar. Bakit ganun kapag bunso? Yung pinaglumaan ng panganay napupunta sayo? ahahaha
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Bye! 

TEEEMOOOO

Hello,
I've been playing LoL and this is my favorite character!

Teemo

Teemo is the cutest and most friendly looking character in LoL. He's so squishy as he might seem. However, inside him is a hidden tank type of character. A lot of players is so annoyed by this little cute teemo. They said, NEVER CHASE A TEEMO. >.< Yes that is right!

Teemo is a strategic character. He's not a high health character or a character who deals a lot of damage with just a single burst. If you use all of his skills properly, you can kill tanks with higher level than you. Many players underestimate his powers but ah-ah-ah, he's more deadly than you thought.
He greatly rely on his basic attacks. His basic attacks is pretty great and it has poison effect of the enemy. He uses his blowgun and dart to damage the enemy.
He also have a special dart called the blinding dart. This dart stops the enemy from using basic attack against him. That is very effective against melee attackers.
His ultimate is the noxious trap. He plants mushrooms that are invisible to the enemy that when they step at it, they will be poisoned and be slowed. When that happens, I will take the opportunity to take damage to the champion. Since the character is slowed, I can follow him/her to take more damage. When he/she goes back to normal, I uses my boost speed ability.

He is the type of a character who can troll with one to two champions. I like playing with him for I just play around and outsmart the other players. He may seem weak, but he have incredible abilities. For others, he's so annoying but for me, he is really great to play.

I am really a fan of Teemo!