Film

Hello

Today is one of the most important day for me. Not because of beauty and the beast, but because I had a talk with Ms. Sara about film making and being a director.

Things didn't go well at first. When I first came to school, there's nothing happening. Everyone is waiting, waiting, waiting. I actually thought they are going to have the lights and the stage already, but there wasn't. As usual, within 60 seconds or so, I got bored.

Then  I saw Ms. Sara doing costumes so I followed her. I asked a lot of questions and I hope it didn't bothered her.

She gave me a view of how the industry works. Where should I join, should I go to film school or not, is it fun/worth it, how does it work, etc. etc. It kinda made me scared of it because it seems very impossible for me. First of all I don't have that much of money to support crew, actors, equipment, sets, etc. , and second I might not have the skills. I mean what if I am enjoying what I am doing but I am not really good at it. I see that there will be a big hindrance if I will push with this dream.
HAAAAAAAAAAAAA

right now, I don't really know what to do. AHAHA. I am not sure if I will be successful or if I can even produce an award winning film-- coz that is what it all takes to keep in track. But I am sure that I love this career.



Anyway bye.