Why I Hate Technology

Hello.

Technology have shaped the lives of humans even during the stone age. Viewing its purpose makes us feel things lighter or easier. Without technology, we might not overpower other species here on earth. Technology have helped us to different things. It is true that technology have many benefits, but it has also a lot of negative effects to the society.

          Lately, I saw a lot of irritating effects of technology to humans. Earphones, headphones, phones, tablets really destroyed my day. I think, technology makes us not see the world like the way I see the world. The world is so beautiful even without the influence of celebrities or technology. The world is so beautiful with its nature. I would like to hear people chatting together about something, but seeing each one of them busy of their tablets and plugging their earphones and headphones, without any communication in reality or without the aid of the cyber world, just really makes me laugh at them. I would want to see kids play in the field rather than seeing them connected to a server and playing through computers. I would like to see people participate altogether appreciating the beauty of nature, rather than seeing them taking pictures and being busy posting or adding effects. I pity that our generation is really affected by the negative effects of technology.

          I pity the children of our generation. I pity them because they don’t realize what is behind their tablets, or what is behind the walls. I pity them because they miss a very beautiful thing. They miss something that each human should see or feel. The thing I am talking about might be small or big. It can be the beauty of droplets of water, or the beauty of ants marching in the same path. It can be the beauty of the clouds, floating solemnly in the blue and vibrant sky. It can be the feeling of the wind, pressing against our body. It is what the earth had prepared for us to see and observe. I don’t like to be rude, but most humans, nowadays, are IDIOTS(sometimes).

I don’t really hate technology. I am referring to those who greatly negatively affect us. I just told you about one side of technology, it does not mean it is totally like this. I don’t also say that this happens all the time.  

My Artworks

Here are some of the artworks that I did during the summer vacation: 

This is a clone trooper. I copied it from a picture. (Photoshop)

This is a dragon. I created this from scratch. (Photoshop)

This is more of like a wallpaper. Illustration of technology for me. Made from scratch. (Photoshop) 

A painting of a crashing aircraft. I like this kind of scenes because there's a touch of elegance with action. Made from scratch.(Photoshop)

A soldier with a technical helmet. "Neon Art". Made from scratch. (Photoshop)

Speed painting in photoshop. A picture showing a sunset. Made from scratch. (Photoshop)

I hope I can make more of these ,but the vacation is too short :P

Birds

Good Morning!

As I lay on my bed, staring on through a window, I see birds fly from here to there. I decided to make fun of them, or at least, make a story to entertain myself. I used my imagination to make a story from my observations, and here is what happened:

A male bird is sitting on a tree, probably sharping its beak and claws. It sat there for five minutes. Another bird, which is a female, landed on the same branch. The female bird is probably resting. The male bird saw the other, and he started to sing. He sang a 10-toned song. It is even complicated than the song of the Mockingjays in Hunger Games(The song is really real. It is not just my imagination.). The male bird repeated it again and again;same song all the time. However, the other bird seems to do nothing, and hears nothing.

The female bird flew away.

The male bird never stopped singing. The song became even louder. I think he's hallucinating(I don't think that's the proper word) that the female bird is still around, and that the female bird still hears him. Time had passed and the bird grew tired. He stopped singing finally. He rested, and he started sharping his beak and claws.
However, another bird, a different one, drew close to him. He was too tired to sing, and so he did nothing. The two of them seems to talk and know each other before. When the rain dropped as bullets, they flew away. Instead of what I am expecting that they will go to opposite directions, the male bird followed the other. The story ends here.

When I have the chance to observe them again, I will be posting another blog again. See you on my next blog!    

IF

Feeling bored so I just created a free write poem. 

If I'm a corrupt politician 

I can have time for you rather than doing my job. 

If I'm a killer

I can protect you from villains and heroes

If I'm a devil

I can forget about sleeping and be there for you day and night.

If I'm a kidnapper

I can take care any kind of kids. 

If I'm a vampire

I can live forever and I will always remember you. 

If I'm a Werewolf 

I can always keep your heart with me

If I am who I am

I will be better than them^^

Depression 2

Hello! Wanna know the Scientific explanation for depression?Click this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GOK1tKFFIQI&feature=youtu.be

Birthday

It’s just like any other normal Monday, but the only difference is that, people greet you Happy Birthday, you tend to eat more, and you wallet feels lighter. Though up until now, I still don’t get the reason of why birthday is so important, but it seems that I enjoy it.

I think, this is my favorite birthday. I feel respected by everyone. I would like to thank Sir Richmond, for giving ¼ of his time for us to eat. Also, I appreciate those people who greeted me. I also appreciate my best friend for giving me a long message in Facebook.

I don’t think there is nothing special with my birthday. It will come and right after I sleep, the feeling of having it will suddenly disappear. But what I like about this day is that, I realize that there are a lot of people, more than what I think, that still remember me. I realize that I’ve met a lot people that inspired me, or people that helped me. I wish, someday, there will come a time that I will meet all of them again.   

Leadership is not my profession. Though it sounded easy for me but when it comes to a real thing, I was pretty challenged. Being a leader or part of the biggest student organization in school was challenging. It challenge my weakness. It challenge me to have confidence. Though I am not really planning with other people, now I have to. I tend to decide for my own. Now I have to socialize. This is a big challenge for me. However, I like challenges. I don't see this duty as my problem but as a challenge;a challenge that would shape me to my ideal "me". I see every problems as a opportunity, and I wish you guys see it too like that. Life is boring without challenge.
It is really a honor to be working with Sir Melvin Nifas and with Charles. They are my opposite though. They can socialize with people well. They are creative people. I hope they can influence me with their teachings, beliefs and talents. And at the same time, I hope I can share them what I've learned so far.
I am starting to enjoy being in JSCB now. It seems more organized and formal. I really wish to work in that kind of organization.

Depression

Sadness is a disease that everyone had experience. It could occur when you are broke-hearted, you failed an exam, lost something, etc. Sadness destroy your personality, it destroys you. Or should I say depression? Yes right, depression, it is. Depression is the state of a human who can't control himself/herself because of a powerful emotion that overcomes you and sometimes, controls you. It is a disaster. So what can you do to overcome it?

First, you have to identify what problem you are having. Think of why you are depress. You cannot solve your depression if you don't identify it.

Once you identified it, try to think positive. Thinking positive will make you feel more relieve. Though it doesn't really solve the cause of your depression, but it solves your depression. As you think positive, you will realize that for how long you've been seeing the world the wrong way.

Stop drinking alcohol or drugs. You won't forget your depression by turning yourself groggy and a mindless person. However, it is the other way around. You need to be mentally stable before you can forget your depressions.

Be friends with others. Try to talk to others let them entertain you. You will feel that you are welcome. You will feel that someone is there for you or someone accepts you. People are different. Never think one person as if they are same with others.

Now you are pretty stable, we are now entering the stage of forgetting your depressions or moving on.

Try to discover new hobbies. Try playing musical internet, sports, art, computer, etc. This will help you discover yourself more. By doing these activities, you will feel that you are using your time wisely. This will help you realize that there are other things that are more interesting.

At last, try to be proud of yourself. Be healthy, neat, and productive. In this way you won't feel down anymore. You will feel that you are such a powerful person to be beaten by depressions. You will be confident enough to face the problems that you have.

Depression makes you sick. It makes us blind to see how beautiful the world can be.

Why are we here?

Why are we here? Why are humans here? What are the possible reasons why we existed in this complex universe?

We are complex organisms. We are capable of understanding things that cannot be done by other organism that we know. We use tools that are capable enough to make our limitations smaller.We are organisms that are capable of adapting to most of the places here on earth.  As general, are we here to study the universe? Can we go beyond of what we can do? Is it our main goal of our existence? Probably yes.
We could probably be here to survive. My teacher said that the main goal of an organism is to propagate and to survive/adapt to the changes of the environment. Well that is true. Humans might be here because of our demand to survive. We might be shaped like this because we wanted to adapt to the environment.
However, there are many other theories that are not supported by any evidence but could actually be true. Like for example: We are experiments that are created by a more complicated and advance species. But aside from those extraterrestrials theories, I am much disturbed by another theory. We created our own universe or I/you created the universe. Imagine that you are just imagining this world. What would happen if you'll be gone, will the universe in your perception is still there? Both no and yes. No because you will die and you will no longer receive any information, and yes because we might create death as imagination. What if every concepts of the universe like time and space is created by your illusion/imagination. But this is more disturbing: What if you are alone. What if everyone around you is just the creation of your imagination. What if the basis of the universe is you. What if the universe is you?
It is not testable but it might be true. There are other doors that we have to see, we shall not focus on one.

Happy Pills

Everyone have happiness like introverts, extroverts, a kid, a mother, a father, etc. No one have never been happy in their life at least once. Is it important to be happy? Are we here to be happy? I don't know. I am just a kid.

Everyday I experience happiness like passing an exam, finishing a homework, learning new skills, and of course talking with those people who are special to me. My own achievements makes me happy. The more effort I put a work, the happier I get as I finish it. Though sometimes, when it is not done, I already smile of of the progress I've done.
Aside from the achievements that I accomplish, my environment makes me happy. When I see people doing good things to others makes me smile. Seeing the sun setting in the afternoon makes me smile. Seeing weird/coincidence things makes me smile. I love the world even the tiniest part of it.
Sometimes, doing/practicing something makes me happy. Playing guitar makes me happy. I enjoy learning science. These are the things I can't explain why I like them. I think, it is just part of me.
When I talk to my friends, they makes me smile. To be honest, I don't have a lot of friends and I have very few of them, so I treat them the best that I could. I have one Best Friend. She give advice to me always that I rarely follow, she is talkative to me unlike any other, she makes me feel I am welcome. But, I don't think that I am her BEST friend because she have other real friends. However, I may not be her BEST friend, but she is the only best friend I have. I think this what makes me smile, the fact that there is only a few of them I have.

No matter how common/unique I am, I am still happy. I may not have the things that I have yet, but I will work hard to get them. Maybe what I can do now is to be thankful of the things that I have.
 

When My Heart is Two

When My Heart is Two

Lately I was confuse of choices I have to make between two things. So confusing like you are trying to find the answer to whichcame first from the egg and the chicken. I was even speaking to myself deciding for my situation for about two hours. I am thinking about a gem stone and an ordinary glass. I want both of them. A Gem Stone so rare that only me can have. I want an ordinary glass because it helps me a lot in different ways like drinking, brushing my teeth, etc. Also, I am comfortable with a ordinary glass. I can show itto everyone but no one will intend to get it. I wouldn't take any risk by having an ordinary glass than to a precious gem stone.An ordinary glass is always there for me, a gem stone isn't. I said to myself: I am lucky, I already have what I love. But is it bad to dreamfor a gem stone? At the end, whatever I will have, I won't regret my decision, because I would like to love any of them.
But I am sure that no matter how something is not toonoticeable for others, someone will love it because he/she saw what they can't see.

But, as far as I know, I am still confused.



P.S. They have meanings and symbols.      

World Peace vs. Solving Hunger and Poverty

Yesterday, I was struck by the question: "Have world peace or Solve hunger and poverty."

It is sad that you can only select one from world peace and solving hunger and poverty. I selected to have world peace. 

Since I think that planet earth, future generations, and the improvement of human technology and culture is very important for the existence of humanity, it is important to have world peace. By having world peace, we can stop the use of nuclear weapons that can wreak havoc to our nature. By having world peace, people, like scientist, can focus on improving science and technology. The government will be able to give the fund reserved for the military and will be turned over for the development of science and technology. Better place, it will be. 

Though solving poverty and hunger is not bad to do, it won't benefit most of humans and the future generations compare to having world peace. People might think that it is unfair that some people live in luxurious life but some people don't, but strictly speaking, having hunger and poverty is part of the nature. It is normal that some organism suffer from this because of lack of resources. By having poverty and hunger, death rates will compete against birth dates. Taking poverty and hunger out, will make birth rates even higher and can even affect our environment badly. 

Hey you there! Yes you, the one reading this blog. This is the blog of a boy that don't usually talk to other people (Well obviously because it is written in the title). I'll take you to the connections of thoughts that I tend to have when I am quiet. Thoughts that are usually kept inside me. Thoughts that the people around me never hear. Are you sure you still want to continue? Well if you do, thank you.