Believe

Hey.. wassup.
this is not my project yet, but this is going to be about a part of the fieldtrip yesterday.

After the long wait,
finally the show will start.
We were lined up to the entrance
to the right.
I was so excited,
and it feels like no one will break it.
After a while, the course have changed.
The entrance was on the other side.
The line that we formed was destroyed
Then the crowd was rushing through the other way.
Perplexed by the direction of the line,
I was.
I thought of you, I wish you are fine
I saw you on the other side
with your friends by your side.
Will I ever get to you,
With this crowd like a river?
The crowd is rushing
The time is rushing.
Can I pass through this obstacles?
I don't know.
No I can't.
But what if I try?
No the crowd will just push me inside.
But what if I really try?
No, it's impossible.
FINE! I will.
But you were gone.
The darkest of time
is when I lost sight of you
Are you still there?
I can't see you.
But I know you are there.
I believe.
'till when will I believe?
Belief makes me stronger
Only belief.
Belief.
Such a big word.
Such a promising word.
Such an uncertain word.
I hate to believe, for I want is to see.
Belief,
Is what I only got.
Is what makes me stand up
Is what makes me smile.
Belief is like a smoke,
Small, useless, and weak
But it shrouds your sight
with illusions far from reality.