I thought this is going to be the worst new year ever.
Yesterday, our dog was missing. He's nowhere to be found.
Around 3 o'clock in the afternoon, we started looking for him. I rode my bike to scout the whole village. I made 4 laps but I wasn't able to see any sign of him.
I am afraid that it will be new year later and dogs are so sensitive to firecrackers. I actually thought that he's outside the village already. He must be so scared now for there are people starting to light up their firecrackers.
However, since I can't find him around the village, I thought of other ways to track him. Good thing we have CCTVs installed in our house.
So I reviewed the CCTV from the last time we saw him, and up to the time we started looking for him.
In the end I realized that I wasted my energy for not checking the CCTV first. He was in the third floor room, 2nd building and was locked up there. We were jumping in joy when we found him there. He was locked in there around 10:00 AM and only recovered on 5:00 PM.
Wednesday, December 31, 2014
Tuesday, December 30, 2014
Reunion
Dec. 26, 2014
Reunion
The day after we went to tagaytay, we had a family reunion in pagsanjan laguna. The reunion is on the side of my grandmother on father side.
Uhmmmm
Well it turned out that I only know 5% of them. EHEHEHE
I don't recognize most of them. It was so awkward. So I just decided to roam around the school.
I studied there before during kindergarten. There's a lot of flowers and plants everywhere. The most epic memory that I have during kindergarten is when there was a green snake that infiltrated our classroom. So everybody was panicking; some peed on their pants. Our teacher was the first person to run outside; she was really screaming. She left most of us there. Since everybody was panicking, I wasn't able to see where the snake was. I just went with the crowd and ran outside. It was raining that time.
From a far, I saw how the utility guy killed it outside. When he captured it, he drop it on the road and let the cars roll over it. Luckily, no one was bitten.
Some are crying really hard and I was just smiling. That was so epic; it's like running for our lives. I actually believe that I was smiling because I can sense suspension of classes. WOhoooo!
--
So only the memories kept me in good mood during that time.
Reunion
The day after we went to tagaytay, we had a family reunion in pagsanjan laguna. The reunion is on the side of my grandmother on father side.
Uhmmmm
Well it turned out that I only know 5% of them. EHEHEHE
I don't recognize most of them. It was so awkward. So I just decided to roam around the school.
I studied there before during kindergarten. There's a lot of flowers and plants everywhere. The most epic memory that I have during kindergarten is when there was a green snake that infiltrated our classroom. So everybody was panicking; some peed on their pants. Our teacher was the first person to run outside; she was really screaming. She left most of us there. Since everybody was panicking, I wasn't able to see where the snake was. I just went with the crowd and ran outside. It was raining that time.
From a far, I saw how the utility guy killed it outside. When he captured it, he drop it on the road and let the cars roll over it. Luckily, no one was bitten.
Some are crying really hard and I was just smiling. That was so epic; it's like running for our lives. I actually believe that I was smiling because I can sense suspension of classes. WOhoooo!
--
So only the memories kept me in good mood during that time.
Monday, December 29, 2014
Let's all be vegetarians shall we?
Speaking of animals in cages, three hours ago, while we are heading back to Alabang, I saw pigs in cages.
:(
Let's all be vegetarians shall we?
Everybody likes chicken, pork, or beef. Their part of our diet already. However, what is terrifying to see is the alive pig/chicken/cow that will be slaughtered.
Before, I saw a chicken being killed. They removed the feathers first. After that, they cut it's throat to let the blood flow outside. The chicken was still moving. Its legs are still shaking. I don't want that in my dreams, please no. I can't survive seeing slaughtering animals even rats! I saw people killing a rat before. They have the coconut broom stick and they used that to hit it. The animal died slowly.
How about the pigs?
Its like they spend most of their life to get slaughtered. I really wonder how pigs see it. Is it like an accomplishment?
I really can't kill. They are living as well, they have thought. Pigs are said to be smarter than dogs and cats. What if they developed feelings inside them? What would they feel?
:((
:(
Let's all be vegetarians shall we?
Everybody likes chicken, pork, or beef. Their part of our diet already. However, what is terrifying to see is the alive pig/chicken/cow that will be slaughtered.
Before, I saw a chicken being killed. They removed the feathers first. After that, they cut it's throat to let the blood flow outside. The chicken was still moving. Its legs are still shaking. I don't want that in my dreams, please no. I can't survive seeing slaughtering animals even rats! I saw people killing a rat before. They have the coconut broom stick and they used that to hit it. The animal died slowly.
How about the pigs?
Its like they spend most of their life to get slaughtered. I really wonder how pigs see it. Is it like an accomplishment?
I really can't kill. They are living as well, they have thought. Pigs are said to be smarter than dogs and cats. What if they developed feelings inside them? What would they feel?
:((
Trip to Tagaytay
Trip to Tagaytay
Dec. 25, 2014
Before we went to Tagaytay, we went to the church near ATC. We rarely go to church, but mom and dad have a strong faith on God. After that, we headed directly to Tagaytay.
I think we spent most of the time in the car. --_-- The traffic was so heavy. I was really bored. Good thing we brought finger foods. However, after 30 min., it was all gone. --_--
We arrived there at around 12 o'clock. The wind was so cold. We decided to go to a Korean restaurant and try their food there. Our initial plan was to go to sky ranch, however, since dad doesn't want rides and it's too crowded, we went to Tagaytay zoo.
When I was 6 or 5, I went to Tagaytay Zoo. The memory was unclear to me. I somehow remember some parts of it. Nostalgia ~
I didn't really enjoy. I can't help it when I see animals in cages. :(
Dec. 25, 2014
Before we went to Tagaytay, we went to the church near ATC. We rarely go to church, but mom and dad have a strong faith on God. After that, we headed directly to Tagaytay.
I think we spent most of the time in the car. --_-- The traffic was so heavy. I was really bored. Good thing we brought finger foods. However, after 30 min., it was all gone. --_--
We arrived there at around 12 o'clock. The wind was so cold. We decided to go to a Korean restaurant and try their food there. Our initial plan was to go to sky ranch, however, since dad doesn't want rides and it's too crowded, we went to Tagaytay zoo.
When I was 6 or 5, I went to Tagaytay Zoo. The memory was unclear to me. I somehow remember some parts of it. Nostalgia ~
I didn't really enjoy. I can't help it when I see animals in cages. :(
Chrismas Party (UMG)
Dec 23, 2014 --- Chrismas Party
Location: House
Around 1 o'clock, Dad and I went to the public market and to the mall.
Public Market
- The last time I've been to a public market is when I was grade 3. I used to go with mom during Saturdays. Ever since we transferred here in Muntinlupa, she wasn't able to go to the market anymore.
Anyway, that's a different story.
So after we bought pork, we went to the mall.
ATC
We parked at S&R. We went to JCO but the donuts were sold out. We then decided to buy cake and the pizza first. After that, we went to Bon Chon. Dad don't know what to order so I did everything.
When we came back to JCO I was like: Oh hell no! The line was really long.
Therefore, I have to wait. While I was waiting, I saw Destiny's Mom hurrying to the Bathroom. I tried to hide my face for I don't want to be recognized.
I actually thought that I might not make it in the counter.
The traffic was really heavy during that time. We came back home at around 7 o'clock.
Then the people started eating first before the games. Some customers and the families of the employees was invited. Therefore, I know most of them. As usual, I grabbed almost all kinds. I wasn't disappointed.
Games!
I'm the photographer again which is nice for me. I don't really like games, I only like the reward. AHAHA
There were about 5 games that mom held. Everybody was so tired.
Then the raffle!
There was a TV, two washing machines, oven toaster, grocery, etc. This was for the employees only. The feeling of seeing them go wild and crazy was very unusual.
Location: House
Around 1 o'clock, Dad and I went to the public market and to the mall.
Public Market
- The last time I've been to a public market is when I was grade 3. I used to go with mom during Saturdays. Ever since we transferred here in Muntinlupa, she wasn't able to go to the market anymore.
Anyway, that's a different story.
So after we bought pork, we went to the mall.
ATC
We parked at S&R. We went to JCO but the donuts were sold out. We then decided to buy cake and the pizza first. After that, we went to Bon Chon. Dad don't know what to order so I did everything.
When we came back to JCO I was like: Oh hell no! The line was really long.
Therefore, I have to wait. While I was waiting, I saw Destiny's Mom hurrying to the Bathroom. I tried to hide my face for I don't want to be recognized.
I actually thought that I might not make it in the counter.
The traffic was really heavy during that time. We came back home at around 7 o'clock.
Then the people started eating first before the games. Some customers and the families of the employees was invited. Therefore, I know most of them. As usual, I grabbed almost all kinds. I wasn't disappointed.
Games!
I'm the photographer again which is nice for me. I don't really like games, I only like the reward. AHAHA
There were about 5 games that mom held. Everybody was so tired.
Then the raffle!
There was a TV, two washing machines, oven toaster, grocery, etc. This was for the employees only. The feeling of seeing them go wild and crazy was very unusual.
Sunday, December 28, 2014
House Blessing
During the vacation, we got series of events here and some of them is kinda epic, and some are total fail.
So I'll be describing my experiences from each events starting from this blog entry.
First!
House blessing!
House blessing happened Dec. 20, 2014.
I like this because there's a lot of food, and....... okay that's it. Dad and Mom are expecting me to take pictures so I became the photographer of the day. It was really hard following the priest with crowd going along side him.
Speaking of photography, in that day, I started using the manual mode of my camera. I usually use the automatic mode and sometimes the photo looks terrible. I started to play with aperture, ISO, and shutter speed. I was actually planning to shoot in raw file to have a more flexible photo, however, I thought that it will only give me extra task.... better stick with jpeg first.
After the blessing, everybody started eating. There was a catering so the food was really great. I tried everything. After I eat, I went back to be a photographer again. People keep asking me that they want a picture, some are asking for the WiFi password, and where my Mother and Father is. I don't have a radar okay?!
I am not really close with anyone in there. Mom and Dad asked me to invite people that I know ,but I'm too afraid to disappoint them. So I ended up asking one person and got rejected.
Familiarity with Faces: 80 %
Level of Closeness: 40 %
How good is it? 50 %
Oh well, I think I am too hotheaded that time. I was sick and I was starting to have fever.
So I'll be describing my experiences from each events starting from this blog entry.
First!
House blessing!
House blessing happened Dec. 20, 2014.
I like this because there's a lot of food, and....... okay that's it. Dad and Mom are expecting me to take pictures so I became the photographer of the day. It was really hard following the priest with crowd going along side him.
Speaking of photography, in that day, I started using the manual mode of my camera. I usually use the automatic mode and sometimes the photo looks terrible. I started to play with aperture, ISO, and shutter speed. I was actually planning to shoot in raw file to have a more flexible photo, however, I thought that it will only give me extra task.... better stick with jpeg first.
After the blessing, everybody started eating. There was a catering so the food was really great. I tried everything. After I eat, I went back to be a photographer again. People keep asking me that they want a picture, some are asking for the WiFi password, and where my Mother and Father is. I don't have a radar okay?!
I am not really close with anyone in there. Mom and Dad asked me to invite people that I know ,but I'm too afraid to disappoint them. So I ended up asking one person and got rejected.
Familiarity with Faces: 80 %
Level of Closeness: 40 %
How good is it? 50 %
Oh well, I think I am too hotheaded that time. I was sick and I was starting to have fever.
Animation
Animation
2d or 3d, I want to learn both.
When it comes to 2d animation, I have background knowledge about them. I can use Adobe Flash Professional. It is the first Adobe product that I learned, but I still suck at it.
And when it comes to 3D animation, I don't really have an idea to how to make one. I don't even know how to model a 3D character. --_--
The problem with animating is that, it's a painstaking task. It takes hours to animate a one minute (decent) animation. I think that is also one reason why I still suck at it.
Another reason is that, I don't have the drawing tablet that they usually use. I only use my mouse, and I know it will be better if I use a drawing tablet. My computer is also not capable for this kind of software.
--_--
Therefore, I am really amazed with people animating. They are definitely great. With the proper equipment, skills, and group of other animators ready to work by their side, they can make a series of shows.
Is it cool if we have a group of animators in school? Or what if there is an animation club? That will be so damn cool.
2d or 3d, I want to learn both.
When it comes to 2d animation, I have background knowledge about them. I can use Adobe Flash Professional. It is the first Adobe product that I learned, but I still suck at it.
And when it comes to 3D animation, I don't really have an idea to how to make one. I don't even know how to model a 3D character. --_--
The problem with animating is that, it's a painstaking task. It takes hours to animate a one minute (decent) animation. I think that is also one reason why I still suck at it.
Another reason is that, I don't have the drawing tablet that they usually use. I only use my mouse, and I know it will be better if I use a drawing tablet. My computer is also not capable for this kind of software.
--_--
Therefore, I am really amazed with people animating. They are definitely great. With the proper equipment, skills, and group of other animators ready to work by their side, they can make a series of shows.
Is it cool if we have a group of animators in school? Or what if there is an animation club? That will be so damn cool.
Saturday, December 27, 2014
Mint
I don't know why get too addicted to mint; spearmint to be exact. I bought a can of doublemint, and a can of mentos.
I like to take mint for they calms my mind. My mind function effectively while taking mints. So I researched the effects of mints to human body. Here's what I got:
Memory
- A study have proven that those people who take mints have higher memory than those who don't.
Anxiety
- Mint can help you ease anxiety. It calms your brain.
Asthma
- Mint helps you breath better.
and many more!
I like to take mint for they calms my mind. My mind function effectively while taking mints. So I researched the effects of mints to human body. Here's what I got:
Memory
- A study have proven that those people who take mints have higher memory than those who don't.
Anxiety
- Mint can help you ease anxiety. It calms your brain.
Asthma
- Mint helps you breath better.
and many more!
Back in Photoshop!
Back to photoshop!
So a while ago, I did photoshop. I made edited a picture of a pig to give it a lion face. I don't really know with Athena why she requested that. It sounds pretty weird.
Here's how it looks like:
So a while ago, I did photoshop. I made edited a picture of a pig to give it a lion face. I don't really know with Athena why she requested that. It sounds pretty weird.
Here's how it looks like:
I'm not that good in photoshop anymore. I wish next year, we're going to do photoshop.
Well I am really excited about learning photography. In photography you have to deal with angles, ISO, aperture, shutter speed (For moving objects), lighting, etc. You also need the proper timing! I am not really a photographer yet, but I know the basics. Like what is ISO, Aperture, etc.
Photography is really cool for me. It's like an artwork, you cannot take/make the same photo again in your life.
Usually when I think of photography, cinematography comes next. I wish I could study both someday.
Achievement of the day!
Achievement of the day!
Started revising the English Project!
Started reading Florante at Laura
Started learning new songs
7 laps of bicycle around the village. (Last time it was only 6)
And the best among the rest.....
A killing spree in LoL! WoHOOOOO
I'm not a Noob anymore!! Wahaha beat that!
Well I used garen as a character. Garen is a Fighter and Tank character. That means he is physically strong and have a lot of endurance. He is hard to battle with that's why I was able to kill a lot of enemies.
Personally, I hate Garen. Garen is a jerk masculine guy who attacks and attacks enemies and ready to die for his nation.
I personally like Kayle. She is an Angel who has the flaming sword. Though she is weaker than Garen, I still like her. She's that type of character who has practical abilities in warfare.
Anyway, that's it for now.
Started revising the English Project!
Started reading Florante at Laura
Started learning new songs
7 laps of bicycle around the village. (Last time it was only 6)
And the best among the rest.....
A killing spree in LoL! WoHOOOOO
I'm not a Noob anymore!! Wahaha beat that!
Well I used garen as a character. Garen is a Fighter and Tank character. That means he is physically strong and have a lot of endurance. He is hard to battle with that's why I was able to kill a lot of enemies.
Personally, I hate Garen. Garen is a jerk masculine guy who attacks and attacks enemies and ready to die for his nation.
I personally like Kayle. She is an Angel who has the flaming sword. Though she is weaker than Garen, I still like her. She's that type of character who has practical abilities in warfare.
Anyway, that's it for now.
Friday, December 26, 2014
I hate....
I hate Selfie
I hate posting status in FB
I hate frank people, especially when they make no sense at all.
I hate people who judge my behavior based on religion.
I hate people who call me genius for wearing glasses.
I hate very sweet food.
I hate people who don't flush the toilet.
I hate people who only watch kids cry.
I hate guys who sticks their eyes to hot girls.
I hate annoying "fake" feminist.
I hate people who reacts a lot to small things.
I hate people who don't understand what I feel.
I hate disney for buying Star wars.
I hate being ganked by the enemies.
I hate people who see themselves as superior.
I hate it when people thought me differently.
I hate when people touch my things.
I hate people who are so dumb with techs.
I hate people who leaves you alone during a conversation.
I hate laggy computers.
I hate a lot of food in a plate.
I hate people who spit everywhere
I hate seeing no stars.
I hate being sick.
I hate being interrupted when I am thinking.
I hate people who keeps saying the same thing over and over again.
I hate people who tries to be innocent.
I hate people who tries to be cool.
I hate people who have no respect to the elders.
I hate people who only remembers you during christmas and not during birthdays.
I hate myself
I hate a lot; but I only love one.
My thought right now.
Right now I don't really know the date. Is it friday or saturday? Meh I don't really care.
Since we don't have classes, WHO CARES ABOUT THE DAY?!?!?
I somehow miss school. I like being busy rather than sitting here all day. But I also like vacation for I can do anything I feel like doing; I can bike, play basketball, play games, and surf the internet.
I'm confuse.
I'll just let the time go on and decide on my fate.
Fate?!
Hmmmmm fate is such a big word right?
First of all, I don't really like to trust fate. There are infinite possibilities in the universe --- science says so. You shall not blame your fate for you have tons of choices around you. Fate doesn't make you; you make your fate.
I just want to laugh whenever people believe in fantasies. How come there are a lot of things that are believed to be true by humans? Let's make it simple.
As a kid, you once believed that there is Santa Clause? When you grow up, you realized that santa clause is created by adults to make kids behave.
What if God is made to make people (adults) behave? What if God is just like children fairy tales?
I don't really know whether belief is a blindfold or an eyeglass. But I am sure for one thing: it changes the way you see the world.
Bye bye!
Since we don't have classes, WHO CARES ABOUT THE DAY?!?!?
I somehow miss school. I like being busy rather than sitting here all day. But I also like vacation for I can do anything I feel like doing; I can bike, play basketball, play games, and surf the internet.
I'm confuse.
I'll just let the time go on and decide on my fate.
Fate?!
Hmmmmm fate is such a big word right?
First of all, I don't really like to trust fate. There are infinite possibilities in the universe --- science says so. You shall not blame your fate for you have tons of choices around you. Fate doesn't make you; you make your fate.
I just want to laugh whenever people believe in fantasies. How come there are a lot of things that are believed to be true by humans? Let's make it simple.
As a kid, you once believed that there is Santa Clause? When you grow up, you realized that santa clause is created by adults to make kids behave.
What if God is made to make people (adults) behave? What if God is just like children fairy tales?
I don't really know whether belief is a blindfold or an eyeglass. But I am sure for one thing: it changes the way you see the world.
Bye bye!
LoL
Lately I've been spending my hours for playing LoL. Instead of socializing, I rather play games and stay inside.
My current level in LoL: NOOB!
Fine I'm a beginner! However I have experience from World of Warcraft so that gives me a lift.
If my computer is not lagging, I think I am not a Noob anymore. Whenever I join team fights, my computer will lag and I don't know what's happening. Seconds later I'm already dead. --_--
Yeah whatever --_--
In the game, I usually use Kayle. I think Kayle is an angel because she has the flaming sword and wings. She is a really great character. She works well with a companion for she is also a support type character.
Bye Bye!
NOOOOOOOOOOO!
I'm so tired now.
Yesterday we went to tagaytay and today we went to pagsanjan laguna. I don't know why but the travel is so tiring even though you are just sitting.
I'll only have one entry for today.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Season four have ended! I know this is pretty late.
Legend of Korra just ended! It ended a week ago I think.
The season four started when Korra lost her being avatar. She was destroyed inside. When the avatar was gone, a dictator named Kuvira seized the opportunity to reunite the earth empire. Earth empire is the largest empire in the avatar world! She then became the most powerful person there! When she nearly controlled the earth empire, she attacked republic city. Everyone from any nation is welcome to the republic city. They don't side on anyone. When republic city was attacked, the Avatar fought Kuvira and destroyed the weapon. I really think that the weapon is the counterpart of nukes here.
But it ended well. Avatar didn't kill Kuvira, instead, they understand each other and Kuvira surrendered peacefully.
Anyway, I know you are not interested anymore. Here's a potato.
Tuesday, December 23, 2014
Dreams
I just really can't have a proper sleep.
The past few days, I have a lot of terrible dreams. Evil and dark dreams. --_-- .
I'm not really comfortable with those dreams for sleeping is the only resting time I usually get.
My dreams are really weird and terrifying at the same time. This causes me to wake up several times during my sleeping time. I think I really need someone to talk to. :(
Today, I woke up around 5 AM, that is an hour earlier than my waking time. I don't know why but I don't feel well now. I have cough and colds, and at the same time, sleepy eyes.
:(
Monday, December 22, 2014
Last na 2
This is probably my last entry for today.
This night, we're going to have a christmas party! Yohooo!
Later after lunch, I'll be going out to buy the foods that we need later. I'll be with my dad because he doesn't know our demands.
There will be approximately 25 people later. This one is closed within the employees and family.
The best part that I always look into this kind of party is the raffle part. Our suppliers give us gifts like electric kettle(Mainstream), TV(rarely), washing machine(Mainstream), etc. Everybody is so excited to get the best prize.
Later I think I will be the photographer again. --_-- But it's fine, I can keep a low profile because you can't see me.
This night, we're going to have a christmas party! Yohooo!
Later after lunch, I'll be going out to buy the foods that we need later. I'll be with my dad because he doesn't know our demands.
There will be approximately 25 people later. This one is closed within the employees and family.
The best part that I always look into this kind of party is the raffle part. Our suppliers give us gifts like electric kettle(Mainstream), TV(rarely), washing machine(Mainstream), etc. Everybody is so excited to get the best prize.
Later I think I will be the photographer again. --_-- But it's fine, I can keep a low profile because you can't see me.
Caroling
Yesterday night, before we eat, we did caroling. We didn't practice but we were still able to get 156. Well we practice for about 7 min.
I brought my guitar with me and I learned three songs. Feliz Navidad, Joy to the world, and Jingle Bells. My brother and my cousins went with me.
The first house that we visit gave us 100 php. Weird eh?
I think they thought that we are elders, or musicians because we have guitar with us. Then when the hand with the 100 php pass through the gate, my brother got it quickly.
The second and the next houses that we visited gave us 10 pesos, 20, 5, etc. But not bad for the first day!
The other carolers looked at us with taunting and threatening eyes. In response we gave them smirks. AHAHA
Today I'll try to learn more songs, specifically filipino christmas songs.
Bonus:
Before we went to caroling. We decided to prank some carolers. First, we stay outside. Second, we have to wait for carolers to go to our house. Third, we go near them as they sing. Fourth, we got the money and ran away! Tada!
Then in the end, when they are really pissed off, we return the money.
(::)
It's funny how I try to be not myself just not to bother others or myself.
Yesterday I was busy playing LoL all day! Wahaha. This morning, I played two match, both are defeats. --_-- .Yesterday I can still win but now I can't. I'm not really gamer okay?!
But gaming is a very nice way to let time pass. In just four matches, I spent about 2-3 hours already.
For those who don't know League of Legends:
League of legends is like Dota. you have a champion to control and a base to destroy. So the game usually last for 30 min.
Gaming is also a nice way to forget the things you wanted to forget.
However, I don't know if it gives me happiness or sadness. It's like the problem in Fahrenheit 451. People are limited to do what they naturally do.
Well, if I will do the things that I naturally do, I'll end up with a more complicated life, and I will also bother others.
Maybe it's time for me to cut it off.
Yesterday I was busy playing LoL all day! Wahaha. This morning, I played two match, both are defeats. --_-- .Yesterday I can still win but now I can't. I'm not really gamer okay?!
But gaming is a very nice way to let time pass. In just four matches, I spent about 2-3 hours already.
For those who don't know League of Legends:
League of legends is like Dota. you have a champion to control and a base to destroy. So the game usually last for 30 min.
Gaming is also a nice way to forget the things you wanted to forget.
However, I don't know if it gives me happiness or sadness. It's like the problem in Fahrenheit 451. People are limited to do what they naturally do.
Well, if I will do the things that I naturally do, I'll end up with a more complicated life, and I will also bother others.
Maybe it's time for me to cut it off.
Sunday, December 21, 2014
It's Monday!
Today I'm planning to be productive!
I'm planning to do my english project as soon as Ms. Yo gave us the comments and revisions. So now, I'm just waiting for it.
I am also deciding on what essay to push through. To be honest, I didn't make any of my essay that good because its hard to decide. I made each essay for around 2 hours. Now that I can somehow see the potentials of the two essays, maybe I can make some decisions already. I just really hate it when I have to chose between the two. --_-- .
Anyway, I am also planning to fix my room! Because of a lot of activities this December, I don't have time to manage my things. However, I think the chance of me doing it is about 25%. I'm still in the vacation mode, duh?
YOHOOOOOOOOOO
I just downloaded league of legends for 3 and a half hours. I know I'm pretty late for this game but who cares? I heard a lot about this game and--- it's free! FREE! NO PAYMENT! WAHAHA
So I downloaded the game and I am excited to play it.
But then, it's so laggy! My FPS goes down to 1. I mean what? It's freaking laggy. I can't play it. Plus, I'm a noob. --_-- . I am starting to lose interest now. Gimeee a better gaming computerrr!
Saturday, December 20, 2014
Sit
Hey guys. I just found this video a few days ago.
It's all about how sitting can negatively effect you. Well I think everybody can relate to this because we all sit for hours a day. I mean, in school, we sit for about 5 hours? And when we get home to study, we sit 'till we eat or sleep.
Aside from school days, in the weekends, especially vacation, we watch a lot of TVs, or we are exposed from using too much computer.
Aside from school days, in the weekends, especially vacation, we watch a lot of TVs, or we are exposed from using too much computer.
What is scary is that, we can't avoid sitting for hours.
Better face the consequences. As if we have a choice --_--
Friday, December 19, 2014
Untitled
I am so damn tired right now. I never thought being tired like this feels good also.
I woke up 5:30 in the morning. I ate Kaldereta and Lumpia. It was so great. Since we'll be having lots of food later, I guess I'll be enjoying later.
Then, I went outside for biking. I got a new mountain bike --_-- and I don't even know why. But I like it than my previous bike. There's no tickling sound, it runs smoothly, the shock absorber was good, the breaks are so strong; the best bike I ever had! So I biked around our village 5 times. I'm really tired after 5 times round trip. So I bought gatorade (grapes) to be refreshed. When I feel like I have energy again, I played basketball alone. I practiced shooting for 1 and a half hour.
So now I'm totally bored. It's getting hotter outside so I don't feel like going out anymore.
Totally bored now. I have no one to talk to.
I woke up 5:30 in the morning. I ate Kaldereta and Lumpia. It was so great. Since we'll be having lots of food later, I guess I'll be enjoying later.
Then, I went outside for biking. I got a new mountain bike --_-- and I don't even know why. But I like it than my previous bike. There's no tickling sound, it runs smoothly, the shock absorber was good, the breaks are so strong; the best bike I ever had! So I biked around our village 5 times. I'm really tired after 5 times round trip. So I bought gatorade (grapes) to be refreshed. When I feel like I have energy again, I played basketball alone. I practiced shooting for 1 and a half hour.
So now I'm totally bored. It's getting hotter outside so I don't feel like going out anymore.
Totally bored now. I have no one to talk to.
Hey!
Hey!
Today, when I opened my laptop, I was shock to hear the news. NASA is planning to build a floating city on Venus' atmosphere! Kinda cool right? Even though floating cities aren't typical in earth, why the heck are they even trying to do it on venus? Their project is called HAVOC (High Altitude Venus Operational Concept). I will totally subscribe to the progress of this study.
Crazy eh? Yeah right.
Some people might think that they don't know what to do in life. Como'n! Setting a city over Venus? Duh?
Well my say is that, they are totally crazy. Their imagination is limitless!
I guess they are crazy because they are looking for learning. Their curiosity is so great that things that they do everything to make things possible. They love what they do! If they love something, fear is usually thrown away. There's no limits. Things that seems so weird, ridiculous, "silly", difficult, unusual are done just to make things possible. Now I understand why people say nothing is impossible.
Anyway, that's it for today. Merry Christmas. Tomorrow, I will be busy again because I will be doing a project, then I will be the photographer (maybe, I'm not sure) for our house blessing. --_-- . When will I rest? --_-- grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Kahit vacation na dami pang iniisippppp. wahhhh! Dami talagang pambato ang buhay, di maubusan.
Today, when I opened my laptop, I was shock to hear the news. NASA is planning to build a floating city on Venus' atmosphere! Kinda cool right? Even though floating cities aren't typical in earth, why the heck are they even trying to do it on venus? Their project is called HAVOC (High Altitude Venus Operational Concept). I will totally subscribe to the progress of this study.
Crazy eh? Yeah right.
Some people might think that they don't know what to do in life. Como'n! Setting a city over Venus? Duh?
Well my say is that, they are totally crazy. Their imagination is limitless!
I guess they are crazy because they are looking for learning. Their curiosity is so great that things that they do everything to make things possible. They love what they do! If they love something, fear is usually thrown away. There's no limits. Things that seems so weird, ridiculous, "silly", difficult, unusual are done just to make things possible. Now I understand why people say nothing is impossible.
Anyway, that's it for today. Merry Christmas. Tomorrow, I will be busy again because I will be doing a project, then I will be the photographer (maybe, I'm not sure) for our house blessing. --_-- . When will I rest? --_-- grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Kahit vacation na dami pang iniisippppp. wahhhh! Dami talagang pambato ang buhay, di maubusan.
Sunday, December 7, 2014
AsapSCIENCE
Hello.
Today I watched a great video of AsapSCIENCE!
These guys are really cool! The song was very catchy and creative. I believe that only science geeks would see its real beauty :P. How I wish everybody understand what they say.
I always watch their videos. They upload videos on youtube every week. I really like their way of animating and the topics they open. I can clearly understand that way they explain. However, it is my first time to see them singing. I didn't know that they got talents for singing! They are definitely cool.
But aside from AsapSCIENCE, I also watch Vsauce videos. Michael in Vsauce is very good in opening topics. His videos are totally amazing. He tries to answer things that confuses us. His topics is about science, mysteries, philosophy, etc.
I guess you should try to check out their videos in youtube. Watch them and you will like science. I appreciate these kinds of people who spend time in sharing science to everybody.
So why not try searching Vsauce/AsapSCIENCE in youtube when you found an opportunity. You will not be disappointed.
For AsapSCIENCE, try watching this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BPJ0729NVjw&list=UUC552Sd-3nyi_tk2BudLUzA
For Vsauce, try this too!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=evQsOFQju08&list=UU6nSFpj9HTCZ5t-N3Rm3-HA
Today I watched a great video of AsapSCIENCE!
I always watch their videos. They upload videos on youtube every week. I really like their way of animating and the topics they open. I can clearly understand that way they explain. However, it is my first time to see them singing. I didn't know that they got talents for singing! They are definitely cool.
But aside from AsapSCIENCE, I also watch Vsauce videos. Michael in Vsauce is very good in opening topics. His videos are totally amazing. He tries to answer things that confuses us. His topics is about science, mysteries, philosophy, etc.
I guess you should try to check out their videos in youtube. Watch them and you will like science. I appreciate these kinds of people who spend time in sharing science to everybody.
So why not try searching Vsauce/AsapSCIENCE in youtube when you found an opportunity. You will not be disappointed.
For AsapSCIENCE, try watching this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BPJ0729NVjw&list=UUC552Sd-3nyi_tk2BudLUzA
For Vsauce, try this too!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=evQsOFQju08&list=UU6nSFpj9HTCZ5t-N3Rm3-HA
Thursday, December 4, 2014
Shotgun Mic
OMGGG
We have a lot of things to do before vacation!
:'(
I wanna cry with only one eye. How do they do that?
Anyway, I thought we are going to shoot our mandarin project today so I was really excited to get to school. But due to some sort of problems that I don't know, we didn't shot any video. \
--_--
Yun na eh. Ang saya na eh.
Anyway, speaking video making, I really want to own my own boom mic. The audio of the videos I shot is always bad. You cannot avoid the sound of the wind, the background noises, etc. But I can manage to remove the background noise through editing but it is not enough. Therefore, I really long for a Boom/Shotgun Mic. It will really make our audio quality really high!
Too bad that it cost a lot to have a shotgun mic. :(
Also, it will give me extra work in the set when I use a shotgun mic. Shotgun mic might be for big time video makers only. :(( But at least once, I want to use it.
How does it feels like in a taping? I think Ms. Sara knows the answer. Her words will be so great but I don't think I will be satisfied with it. I just really want to experience it.
:(
Sunday, November 30, 2014
HUHU
It was a very long day. --_--
I am really tired now and tomorrow will be having quiz and long exams. I must be dead after December.
December is a busy week. We have a lot of projects to do, exams to take, etc. HUHUHU I remember the movie "click". The character has a remote control, a universal remote control! That remote can control the time, sound, environment, etc.! What he did is that, he fast forward to things that doesn't want to experience such as suffering. In the end, he realized that he wasn't fulfilled in his life. He made things fast therefore, he had less time with his family. Suffering should not be avoided. It is part of life.
Well I really hope I have that remote control now. But I remember the Plan that restricts me from wishing. The Plan wouldn't go right if I am not prepared. Whatever the result will be, the planning and preparation for it is still the most remarkable.
OMG so EXCITED.
But there are many things that are stopping the Plan such as school requirements and myself. I have to manage the Plan and my responsibilities in school accordingly, if not, I might suffer the consequences in the future. Also, myself is also stopping me. I am still afraid of it. I still have doubts inside me. There is a quote "You are your worst enemy."
Good Bye!
I am really tired now and tomorrow will be having quiz and long exams. I must be dead after December.
December is a busy week. We have a lot of projects to do, exams to take, etc. HUHUHU I remember the movie "click". The character has a remote control, a universal remote control! That remote can control the time, sound, environment, etc.! What he did is that, he fast forward to things that doesn't want to experience such as suffering. In the end, he realized that he wasn't fulfilled in his life. He made things fast therefore, he had less time with his family. Suffering should not be avoided. It is part of life.
Well I really hope I have that remote control now. But I remember the Plan that restricts me from wishing. The Plan wouldn't go right if I am not prepared. Whatever the result will be, the planning and preparation for it is still the most remarkable.
OMG so EXCITED.
But there are many things that are stopping the Plan such as school requirements and myself. I have to manage the Plan and my responsibilities in school accordingly, if not, I might suffer the consequences in the future. Also, myself is also stopping me. I am still afraid of it. I still have doubts inside me. There is a quote "You are your worst enemy."
Good Bye!
Thursday, November 27, 2014
Hello
Hey.
I'm so bored now. I'm alone in here, and I haven't dropped any words.
So here's what will I do today.
Mandarin HW
Science Project
Guitar Practice
I really like our project for Science! I feel like an electrical engineer for making wiring systems.
I just realize that circuits are cool. I love laying plans/blueprint for anything. I love planning house. I really enjoy drawing with my ruler rather than drawing with my color pens. Sometimes I feel like being an architect.
Now this adds to my confusion again. Last time I want to be a cinematographer, digital artist, businessman, scientist, and now an Architect or an Electrical Engineer?
You kidding me?
If only I can do all at the same time. :((
But anyway, our group has to push through our schedule on saturday. I call it all or nothing. I can feel that we will be busy on the next weeks for we will be doing our project in mandarin, filipino, and the exams are getting nearer! This project wasn't planned that much. We planned this last tuesday, and now we will be doing it already on saturday. That's pretty wild. Good luck to our team. What I like about my team is that, each of them has their own natural talent for this project. RC is good in technical stuff but unfortunately he can't come. So Athena will take RC's job. Mathew is good with craft. I think he will be able to make the house better than anyone else.
Soooo we're set by saturday.
On friday I have to buy the materials already. This is going to be really tough.
I suddenly remember our rube goldberg machine. That project is really hard! I don't want to make another of that. Never, never, never,never.
Anyway, Bye!
I'm so bored now. I'm alone in here, and I haven't dropped any words.
So here's what will I do today.
Mandarin HW
Science Project
Guitar Practice
I really like our project for Science! I feel like an electrical engineer for making wiring systems.
I just realize that circuits are cool. I love laying plans/blueprint for anything. I love planning house. I really enjoy drawing with my ruler rather than drawing with my color pens. Sometimes I feel like being an architect.
Now this adds to my confusion again. Last time I want to be a cinematographer, digital artist, businessman, scientist, and now an Architect or an Electrical Engineer?
You kidding me?
If only I can do all at the same time. :((
But anyway, our group has to push through our schedule on saturday. I call it all or nothing. I can feel that we will be busy on the next weeks for we will be doing our project in mandarin, filipino, and the exams are getting nearer! This project wasn't planned that much. We planned this last tuesday, and now we will be doing it already on saturday. That's pretty wild. Good luck to our team. What I like about my team is that, each of them has their own natural talent for this project. RC is good in technical stuff but unfortunately he can't come. So Athena will take RC's job. Mathew is good with craft. I think he will be able to make the house better than anyone else.
Soooo we're set by saturday.
On friday I have to buy the materials already. This is going to be really tough.
I suddenly remember our rube goldberg machine. That project is really hard! I don't want to make another of that. Never, never, never,never.
Anyway, Bye!
Wednesday, November 26, 2014
Font --_--
Ohhhhhhhhhhh......
Now I have an excusee....
I don't know what's with my handwriting that sometimes it wanted to be understand but sometimes it doesn't.
"I have my own font." That's my common excuse whenever I'm being asked about my handwriting.
One benefit of bad handwriting is that, cheaters can't read it!
One disadvantage is that, teachers can't read it well, and sometimes, I can't read it too!
I tried practicing good handwriting but eventually, I will go back to my original font. That is something I cannot change.
Good thing that we didn't have typography lessons in our art class before. I will really fail!
I am not good in fonts! I don't have the sense of good fonts!
I don't know why I suck at letters.
--_--
Tuesday, November 25, 2014
Element
Hey.
I've been thinking, what if we live in the world of Avatar?
What if we can bend specific types of elements?
If I will be given the chance to bend any of it, I will select air.
Air is calm and light. I really want to bend or to control it. Air was usually bent by Air Nomads (Buddhist People), but I don't want to be Buddhist. I just like the idea of air flowing smoothly, freely, and swiftly(Wind). Sometimes I dream that flying is cool. Also, you can have a staff! Air Benders use staff for flying. If you will ask me to select any weapon, I will choose staffs! What I only like about air nomad is that, they don't like to attack anyone; they are peaceful. Violence is never an answer for them. I find air kinda similar with me.
Fire
Fire is definitely cool. Fire is my second option. Fire Bending has two kinds, violence and life. Fire is really dangerous. If fire is used by anger, you cannot control it. Fire will kill you. But, if you understand Fire as life, you can control it well. Fire is power. Fire is for those people who wanted power. Power is their defense.
Earth
The toughest element in Avatar. In order to bend Earth, you must be tough and brave. Be like a rock! This is for those people who greatly excel in perseverance. Earth requires a lot of hard work. As an Earth Bender, you must endure all the pain and wait for the time to strike. What I like about Earth bending is that, you can bend a lot of things. A normal bender can bend earth. But a special bender can bend metal and lava.
Water
Water is very practical in Avatar. Water focuses on acceptance, elegance, and healing. Water is for those people who are practical and wanted beauty in life. By water bending, you can heal, turn them to ice, vine bend, and the deadliest, Blood Bend. Blood Bending is the darkest side of water bending. Blood Bending is harmful that's why it is restricted in the world of avatar. There are very few blood benders. By Bending Blood, you can control and paralyze one's body.
Now, which element do you prefer?
I've been thinking, what if we live in the world of Avatar?
What if we can bend specific types of elements?
If I will be given the chance to bend any of it, I will select air.
Air is calm and light. I really want to bend or to control it. Air was usually bent by Air Nomads (Buddhist People), but I don't want to be Buddhist. I just like the idea of air flowing smoothly, freely, and swiftly(Wind). Sometimes I dream that flying is cool. Also, you can have a staff! Air Benders use staff for flying. If you will ask me to select any weapon, I will choose staffs! What I only like about air nomad is that, they don't like to attack anyone; they are peaceful. Violence is never an answer for them. I find air kinda similar with me.
Fire
Fire is definitely cool. Fire is my second option. Fire Bending has two kinds, violence and life. Fire is really dangerous. If fire is used by anger, you cannot control it. Fire will kill you. But, if you understand Fire as life, you can control it well. Fire is power. Fire is for those people who wanted power. Power is their defense.
Earth
The toughest element in Avatar. In order to bend Earth, you must be tough and brave. Be like a rock! This is for those people who greatly excel in perseverance. Earth requires a lot of hard work. As an Earth Bender, you must endure all the pain and wait for the time to strike. What I like about Earth bending is that, you can bend a lot of things. A normal bender can bend earth. But a special bender can bend metal and lava.
Water
Water is very practical in Avatar. Water focuses on acceptance, elegance, and healing. Water is for those people who are practical and wanted beauty in life. By water bending, you can heal, turn them to ice, vine bend, and the deadliest, Blood Bend. Blood Bending is the darkest side of water bending. Blood Bending is harmful that's why it is restricted in the world of avatar. There are very few blood benders. By Bending Blood, you can control and paralyze one's body.
Now, which element do you prefer?
Saturday, November 22, 2014
hey
Hey.
Check this out:
Love is tricky, sometimes it brings madness, jealousy, and grief, but it also bring peace, care, etc.
Imagine a world without love. Wouldn't it be great or bad? No one will be sad if someone died for they don't love anyone. No one will suffer if they are rejected.
Love is so complicated. I can't fully understand its purpose. Can someone understand?
I don't know.
If love is a necessity, why does some people doesn't value someone's love for them? If love is a necessity, why are there people who can live alone?
The world is so complicated. One idea against one idea confuses my mind. Can someone fully understand the universe? Christians will say that only God understands the universe. I find that kinda unfair. Christians will say that we are just humans; God is the highest. I don't like limits. I don't like rules. I don't like something right, or wrong. Because there is no right or wrong. The world is full of choices. Something will be right if everybody believes on it. Something is going to be wrong when someone higher than you disagree with it. Is there a universal rule? I don't know.
Check this out:
Cute cute cute characters!
It only took me 45 min. to construct them. I think, when you love what you are doing, you will really give the best.
Love is powerful eh?
But I still don't fully understand it.Love is tricky, sometimes it brings madness, jealousy, and grief, but it also bring peace, care, etc.
Imagine a world without love. Wouldn't it be great or bad? No one will be sad if someone died for they don't love anyone. No one will suffer if they are rejected.
Love is so complicated. I can't fully understand its purpose. Can someone understand?
I don't know.
If love is a necessity, why does some people doesn't value someone's love for them? If love is a necessity, why are there people who can live alone?
The world is so complicated. One idea against one idea confuses my mind. Can someone fully understand the universe? Christians will say that only God understands the universe. I find that kinda unfair. Christians will say that we are just humans; God is the highest. I don't like limits. I don't like rules. I don't like something right, or wrong. Because there is no right or wrong. The world is full of choices. Something will be right if everybody believes on it. Something is going to be wrong when someone higher than you disagree with it. Is there a universal rule? I don't know.
Field Trip!!!!!!!!!!!!
The field trip was tiring, fun, and memorable. Though it is not the best, it will still be remembered for the next years.
When I wake up, it was 3:50 AM. I set an alarm and I woke up on time, but since I'm not in the mood to stand up, I slept again. I wake up at 4:50, and I know I am late. >.< When I opened my eyes, I immediately went to the bathroom and take a bath, then I ate, and I set off. There was no traffic since it is still early. When I was dropped off the school, I saw them going out already. I was just in time.
After the long wait, we can finally go inside. As we go inside, I felt sad. It was crowded. I was on the other side, opposite to her. The crowd blocks my view of her. It meant a lot for me. As soon as the crowd was gone, she was gone too.
But anyway, the play will start! The show was really funny, I don't really like the magic because I know how they all work, it's easy to bust it. I appreciate the production, there must be tons of preparation for such play. The lighting was good, the effects was good, the character is good, the sound quality is good, and of course, the bubbles are great! It smelled like joy after they rain us with bubbles.
But it ended quickly :((. I wish that it was longer. After the play, we went home.
I was a bit disappointed when the field trip ended like that.
But when we are near the school, there was a small party held.
A lot of things happened during the field trip. I found the field trip a good way to relax from the school stuff. It was fun, being a kid again. I experienced what I haven't experienced for a long time, and I think I almost forgot how it feels like--- to have fun and be childish. I will never forget this field trip.
When I wake up, it was 3:50 AM. I set an alarm and I woke up on time, but since I'm not in the mood to stand up, I slept again. I wake up at 4:50, and I know I am late. >.< When I opened my eyes, I immediately went to the bathroom and take a bath, then I ate, and I set off. There was no traffic since it is still early. When I was dropped off the school, I saw them going out already. I was just in time.
I sat in the back of the bus together with my classmates. There was only two of us in the back of the bus. There was extra seats but since no one is there, Mathew and I occupied them.
Then the tour guide started speaking. The tour guide was not that catchy. I can't focus on her, so I didn't know what's happening. She can't capture my attention.
Then we had program. I think no one is listening at the back, for we have our own program there.
So there, people danced and sang in the bus.
After that, we arrived to our first destination! Sweet Field Trip.
Right after we stepped to Sweet Fieldtrip, we had a group picture :)) The people in the Sweet Fieldtrip are very hospitable and kind. We gathered up in the assembly hall then the program started.
The Program started with opening prayer to be led by RC the Atheist. Ironic right? After RC had his opening prayer, the people in the sweet fieldtrip taught us morning exercise. I am clearly not in the mood to do the exercise, but I tried pushing myself to dance. During the program, they shared to us the things they want us to learn, or their core values. I can't really remember all of it, but what I remember is: Health and Discipline (And I am not sure if this is even right.). After the program, bus 1 and 2 was separated. We, bus 1, went to their showroom first. They are good in craft. Taking pictures was not allowed so I have nothing to show you. Their craft is very colorful and beautiful. Crafting is really hard, it requires hard work, creativity, and tons of planning. Anyway, after we went to their showrooms, we went to their bakery--- no wait, it's "Bakerie". I bought some pastries there. Then we had another program, in there, they showed a puppet show, they taught us how to make pizza, etc.
After the second program, we played Filipino Traditional Games, or Street games in the Philippines. The first game was tumbang preso.
While the kids play, I got bored, and I think the whole grade 8 got bored also. So we gathered up in one place.
It's not boredom that is my main reason why I group with them. I just want to be close with-- you know. But since socializing is not my habit, I started thinking something deep, then grade 8 was gone. Jane and tom was only there when I went back to reality. I think they roam around the place. So when they announced that it is lunch, Tom and I got our lunch and waited for them to arrived. I eat fast, so I show some magic tricks to the lower grades, and to some of my classmates. I think they know my tricks so it's a fail --_--.
Then we set off for the next destination. This was the most boring part of the field trip. Everybody was sleepy after lunch. But I am still wide awake, and hyper. I was really bored that time.
Finally! We arrived here!
I love plays! Especially when there is light effects! The last play that I watched was Aladdin in MITIS. I wish that we could have it again.
We arrived so early in the venue. We waited so long for the play to start. I am really excited to watch the show that time.
In order to kill the boredom, I played with kids, especially Ethan.
But anyway, the play will start! The show was really funny, I don't really like the magic because I know how they all work, it's easy to bust it. I appreciate the production, there must be tons of preparation for such play. The lighting was good, the effects was good, the character is good, the sound quality is good, and of course, the bubbles are great! It smelled like joy after they rain us with bubbles.
But it ended quickly :((. I wish that it was longer. After the play, we went home.
I was a bit disappointed when the field trip ended like that.
But when we are near the school, there was a small party held.
Everybody was so higghhhhh!!!!!!
"Party! Party", they all shout. It was the most exciting part of the fieldtrip.
That is the end of our fieldtrip.
I viewed the photos in my camera the day after the fieldtrip. I don't remember that I took some of them, but I enjoyed viewing it.
This fieldtrip will always be remembered. What a nice break! It was refreshing to the mind. But anyway, back to normal day. Good Bye!
Friday, November 21, 2014
Believe
Hey.. wassup.
this is not my project yet, but this is going to be about a part of the fieldtrip yesterday.
After the long wait,
finally the show will start.
We were lined up to the entrance
to the right.
I was so excited,
and it feels like no one will break it.
After a while, the course have changed.
The entrance was on the other side.
The line that we formed was destroyed
Then the crowd was rushing through the other way.
Perplexed by the direction of the line,
I was.
I thought of you, I wish you are fine
I saw you on the other side
with your friends by your side.
Will I ever get to you,
With this crowd like a river?
The crowd is rushing
The time is rushing.
Can I pass through this obstacles?
I don't know.
No I can't.
But what if I try?
No the crowd will just push me inside.
But what if I really try?
No, it's impossible.
FINE! I will.
But you were gone.
The darkest of time
is when I lost sight of you
Are you still there?
I can't see you.
But I know you are there.
I believe.
'till when will I believe?
Belief makes me stronger
Only belief.
Belief.
Such a big word.
Such a promising word.
Such an uncertain word.
I hate to believe, for I want is to see.
Belief,
Is what I only got.
Is what makes me stand up
Is what makes me smile.
Belief is like a smoke,
Small, useless, and weak
But it shrouds your sight
with illusions far from reality.
this is not my project yet, but this is going to be about a part of the fieldtrip yesterday.
After the long wait,
finally the show will start.
We were lined up to the entrance
to the right.
I was so excited,
and it feels like no one will break it.
After a while, the course have changed.
The entrance was on the other side.
The line that we formed was destroyed
Then the crowd was rushing through the other way.
Perplexed by the direction of the line,
I was.
I thought of you, I wish you are fine
I saw you on the other side
with your friends by your side.
Will I ever get to you,
With this crowd like a river?
The crowd is rushing
The time is rushing.
Can I pass through this obstacles?
I don't know.
No I can't.
But what if I try?
No the crowd will just push me inside.
But what if I really try?
No, it's impossible.
FINE! I will.
But you were gone.
The darkest of time
is when I lost sight of you
Are you still there?
I can't see you.
But I know you are there.
I believe.
'till when will I believe?
Belief makes me stronger
Only belief.
Belief.
Such a big word.
Such a promising word.
Such an uncertain word.
I hate to believe, for I want is to see.
Belief,
Is what I only got.
Is what makes me stand up
Is what makes me smile.
Belief is like a smoke,
Small, useless, and weak
But it shrouds your sight
with illusions far from reality.
Monday, November 17, 2014
Ant
Hello.
I'm currently doing nothing, wasting my time, on things that are too small to be credited. I have useless thoughts in my head, crazy ideas, and weird imagination. I don't know if someone will admire the thoughts that I have, or I don't even know if it's worth it.
And lately I feel so small, too small to see the track to follow. I feel like an ant, on a road. I don't know if time overruns me, or I am just too slow to cope with things. I'm not even sure, if I'm doing the BEST thing. The universe is so big, ready to be explored, and I am just here, sitting next to my laptop, doing something small. Compiling all the achievements I have done for 14 years, I couldn't describe how small it is. After all, if I will die in any moment, in just years, I couldn't be remembered. But maybe I'm just really starting my journey, thus more things will come. Until when will I say that?
Things that are too indefinite creeps me out, such as future. But what can I do, I'm just a little ant on a road. Should I follow the the other ants on their line? Or should I take my own path. And maybe in any of those path, I could see something the others was not able to find, or maybe, I could just be wondering in the middle of vastness.
I'm currently doing nothing, wasting my time, on things that are too small to be credited. I have useless thoughts in my head, crazy ideas, and weird imagination. I don't know if someone will admire the thoughts that I have, or I don't even know if it's worth it.
And lately I feel so small, too small to see the track to follow. I feel like an ant, on a road. I don't know if time overruns me, or I am just too slow to cope with things. I'm not even sure, if I'm doing the BEST thing. The universe is so big, ready to be explored, and I am just here, sitting next to my laptop, doing something small. Compiling all the achievements I have done for 14 years, I couldn't describe how small it is. After all, if I will die in any moment, in just years, I couldn't be remembered. But maybe I'm just really starting my journey, thus more things will come. Until when will I say that?
Things that are too indefinite creeps me out, such as future. But what can I do, I'm just a little ant on a road. Should I follow the the other ants on their line? Or should I take my own path. And maybe in any of those path, I could see something the others was not able to find, or maybe, I could just be wondering in the middle of vastness.
Friday, November 14, 2014
Rosetta
Heyyyy!!!!!!
Good Morning!
Again, I woke up so early, and I can't figure out why. But anywayyyyyy
Yesterday I am working on a character. I find it really cute!
Rosettaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is a cartoon version of Rosetta and Philae. Rosetta is orbiting a comet. Though there are also different probes that get close to a comet, this is the first time that we can land on a comet. Philae will land in the comet and it is known as the 7 Hours of Terror. Philae successfully landed on the comet and ready to give data to Rosetta, then Rosetta to earth.
This is a great achievement for humanity. Anddddd it's not from NASA but from ESA, the European Space Agency.
Btw, I didn't conceptualize the character, I got it somewhere. ;)
Cute
What is cute?
I find cute very amazing. Cuteness is really great. Cuteness somehow stimulates my happy mode. I still don't know what makes something cute, but I am sure with one thing: it confuses me!
I really wish to draw cute characters and drawings. I never did one. Yes I copied cute drawing but the thing is, I never made my own. I never formed a cute image from my head.
Lemme describe cute.
Being simple is cute. It's not dramatic but very solemn and mild. That's why I like it.
Being small is cute. I don't know but things that are smaller seems cuter!
Being playful is cute: When a character is playful, it gives me a happy mood. I don't know how to describe.
Being sweet is cute: showing a bit of love and care is really cute!
Etc. etc.
I am not really sure whether cuteness is constant for everyone, or if we have the same view about cuteness. For example, I am seeing someone, and I know that someone doesn't look really cute for them. I mean, some would just laugh by his/her proclamation of being cute. But for me, he/she is really cute! Totally..... There's this one time that I stared at him/her for a long time, and things got really awkward. Stunning!
I find cute very amazing. Cuteness is really great. Cuteness somehow stimulates my happy mode. I still don't know what makes something cute, but I am sure with one thing: it confuses me!
I really wish to draw cute characters and drawings. I never did one. Yes I copied cute drawing but the thing is, I never made my own. I never formed a cute image from my head.
Lemme describe cute.
Being simple is cute. It's not dramatic but very solemn and mild. That's why I like it.
Being small is cute. I don't know but things that are smaller seems cuter!
Being playful is cute: When a character is playful, it gives me a happy mood. I don't know how to describe.
Being sweet is cute: showing a bit of love and care is really cute!
Etc. etc.
I am not really sure whether cuteness is constant for everyone, or if we have the same view about cuteness. For example, I am seeing someone, and I know that someone doesn't look really cute for them. I mean, some would just laugh by his/her proclamation of being cute. But for me, he/she is really cute! Totally..... There's this one time that I stared at him/her for a long time, and things got really awkward. Stunning!
Hello
Siguro nga't ganto talaga ang estidyante
Hindi kami natitigilan ng gagawin
Ako lang ba? O kayo din?
Parang magkaiba kasi.
May gagawin akong isang dula
Ito ay simple at pambata.
Ngunit ito rin ay mahirap
Pagkat kailangan mahuli ang kanilang mga dibdib.
May gagawin din akong brochure
Pasok ba sa oras? Di ko ako sure
Pero tingin ko ito'y masaya.
Kaya ito'y kayang kaya!
Plano kong tapusin ang lahat
Bukas ng sabado, umaga hanggang gabi
Walang laro, o iba pang panggulo
Para matapos ng buo
Dinadapuan na ako ng antok.
Ay nako! Pakisuntok!
Sayang ang oras na aking itutulog!
Napakarami ng aking magagawa
Pero hinihintay ko rin
Na gumawa ako ng isang tula
Para sa filipino, tungkol sa Iphone 5
Siguradong ako'y matutuwa!
Wala akong alam sa Iphone 5
Dahil wala akong hilig dito
Walang saysay ang pagbili nito
Dahil may computer at Ipad na ako.
Ayaw ko rin dahil hindi ito praktikal
Naniniwala ako na ito'y pangporma lang
Mas maraming cp na mas maganda
Mura na, mas maganda pa.
Pero bahala kayo
Iyon lang ang aking punto
Hala paano na ito
May gagawin pa pala ako
I'll post another blog! I'm just waiting for my laptop to finish it's update for windows 8.1.
Saturday, November 8, 2014
Tula
I'm not good in english poetry so lemme try it in filipino.
Anong mayroon sa gabi't; ika'y iniisip
Nais makatulog, aking pinipilit
Bakit kaya ika'y palaging nililirip
Puso ko nga naman, sadyang makulit!
Palagi kong napagtatanto na marami akong nasayang
Na mga sandali, mula sa nakaraan.
Bakit ngayon ko lang nakita
ang tunay mong kahalagahan.
Ano ba ang aking kailangang gawin?
Upang ako'y iyong mapansin
Eto na nga, ako'y ala-makata
Kahit hindi naman ako palatula
Ano itong sinasabi ng aking bibig
Hindi ko makontrol, sa bugso ng pag-ibig.
Di bale na, ayokong itago
Itong tinitibok ng aking puso.
Ako'y umiibig sa isang babae
Di ko kinalilimutan sa araw at gabi.
Nais ko sana sabihin ang ngalan
Ayaw niya, kaya 'wag nalang.
Alam ko ang sakit, na naghihintay sa akin
Pero kahit ano man 'yon ay aking pipilitin
Aking iindahin, ang mga parating
Na mga batikos mo at nila saakin.
Ako'y inis na inis na
Ayoko maging sobrang tapang.
Pag umiibig ka nama'y walang kinakatakutan,
Pinipilit magbulagbulagan.
Hindi ko alam kung hanggang salita lang
Itong aking pagmamatapang.
Sigurado, pag ako'y mahina,
Ay agad-agad babagsak
Kailan ititigil itong kabaliwan?
Malay ko, walang pakialam.
Basta ang alam ko ay ako'y may sinisinta
Gagawin ang lahat para sa kanya.
Marahil ako'y OA na
Patawad po, pasensya
Akoy walang magawa
Kaya eto, nagdadrama
At ngayon ito'y aking wawakasan
Pagkat ako'y magaaral na
Hayaan ninyo't may susunod pa
Paalam na.
Sandali lang mga mambabasa
Marahil ay iniisip ninyo kung sino siya.
Wala akong tinutukoy na sinuman
Isip ko'y aking pinalalaruan lamang
Aking sinusubok ang aking kakayahan
Sa pagtugtugma ng mga salita
Mahirap kasi magisip ng paksa
Kaya ko nagawa itong tula.
--wakas--
Anong mayroon sa gabi't; ika'y iniisip
Nais makatulog, aking pinipilit
Bakit kaya ika'y palaging nililirip
Puso ko nga naman, sadyang makulit!
Palagi kong napagtatanto na marami akong nasayang
Na mga sandali, mula sa nakaraan.
Bakit ngayon ko lang nakita
ang tunay mong kahalagahan.
Ano ba ang aking kailangang gawin?
Upang ako'y iyong mapansin
Eto na nga, ako'y ala-makata
Kahit hindi naman ako palatula
Ano itong sinasabi ng aking bibig
Hindi ko makontrol, sa bugso ng pag-ibig.
Di bale na, ayokong itago
Itong tinitibok ng aking puso.
Ako'y umiibig sa isang babae
Di ko kinalilimutan sa araw at gabi.
Nais ko sana sabihin ang ngalan
Ayaw niya, kaya 'wag nalang.
Alam ko ang sakit, na naghihintay sa akin
Pero kahit ano man 'yon ay aking pipilitin
Aking iindahin, ang mga parating
Na mga batikos mo at nila saakin.
Ako'y inis na inis na
Ayoko maging sobrang tapang.
Pag umiibig ka nama'y walang kinakatakutan,
Pinipilit magbulagbulagan.
Hindi ko alam kung hanggang salita lang
Itong aking pagmamatapang.
Sigurado, pag ako'y mahina,
Ay agad-agad babagsak
Kailan ititigil itong kabaliwan?
Malay ko, walang pakialam.
Basta ang alam ko ay ako'y may sinisinta
Gagawin ang lahat para sa kanya.
Marahil ako'y OA na
Patawad po, pasensya
Akoy walang magawa
Kaya eto, nagdadrama
At ngayon ito'y aking wawakasan
Pagkat ako'y magaaral na
Hayaan ninyo't may susunod pa
Paalam na.
Sandali lang mga mambabasa
Marahil ay iniisip ninyo kung sino siya.
Wala akong tinutukoy na sinuman
Isip ko'y aking pinalalaruan lamang
Aking sinusubok ang aking kakayahan
Sa pagtugtugma ng mga salita
Mahirap kasi magisip ng paksa
Kaya ko nagawa itong tula.
--wakas--
Wassup?
This morning I practiced the intro of More the Words by Extreme. The melody is really great. I really really love it! I just don't like the message --_--.
So there, I learned the intro then I stopped there. I just don't really like playing the whole song. It's tiring and time consuming. I wish I can sing... wahahaha. I don't really sing. I think I have a bad voice, so I never sing at all.
Yesterday I shared to someone some of my ideas about the movie to make in mandarin. I know that my classmates don't really have the same taste with me when it comes to stories and movies. I really like action movies, sci-fi, post-apocalypse, or apocalypse. I don't really like romance, drama, family matters, school, or teen shows. You will never make me watch disney movies. I hate disney movies. Reason: it's musical! Duhh. So corny. I just hate it. I don't like movies that's portraying usual, realistic problems. Like someone have to leave, or someone got terribly sick, etc. etc. I want something extraordinary! Something unique, or something unrealistic. Something that won't pretty much happen in real life. You may think that I am describing fantasy, but no. I am describing fiction, that is not fantasy, such as sci-fi.
But anywayyyy, yesterday I watch some cinematography tutorial. I didn't knew that there is a rule called "rule of thirds". I learned camera angles and movements. But I really want to have my own style in camera movement--- right now, I don't have any. I also discovered Andrew Lesnie. Andrew Lesnie is the cinematographer or the director of photography. A cinematographer is responsible for giving the movie a really great look. He just worked for LOTR, The Hobbit trilogy, king kong, I am Legend, etc. He just started as a cameraman before. As he learned styles and techniques, he was promoted. He became really famous. He's really cool.
Good Bye!
Friday, November 7, 2014
Video Making
3 hours of editing
4 hours of rendering
7 hours of making the video
3.2 GB damage to the disk
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
I enjoy making videos. What I don't like about it is that it takes a very long time. It also consumes large size to the disk.
Also, I can't edit video anytime. Before I can edit, I need a lot of media files. I need footage, background music, sound effects, picture, etc. That's why I still prefer photoshop.
But it's fun. I really want to be a professional cinematographer. Last summer, Ms. Sara offered a summer class for video making. I really want to join!!! But I didn't know the reason why I did not join. :(((
What I also don't want in video making is the materials. It is inevitable to use an HD Camera in video making. Professionals also use different various of lights, mics, slider, tripod, etc. Being a cinematographer is a complicated thing to do. In order to be professional, you have to always mind your camera shots, lighting, sounds, actors, effects, etc.
I know I am still way, way, way, way, way, far from the level. But I will not stop trying to learn how to be one.
I am starting to hate myself. I can't satisfy on one goal. For example: I can't focus on art. I can't also focus on science. I feel like I want to learn more things that are somehow unrelated to each other like music or art. I am afraid I still don't have any idea on what course to take in the future.
4 hours of rendering
7 hours of making the video
3.2 GB damage to the disk
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
I enjoy making videos. What I don't like about it is that it takes a very long time. It also consumes large size to the disk.
Also, I can't edit video anytime. Before I can edit, I need a lot of media files. I need footage, background music, sound effects, picture, etc. That's why I still prefer photoshop.
But it's fun. I really want to be a professional cinematographer. Last summer, Ms. Sara offered a summer class for video making. I really want to join!!! But I didn't know the reason why I did not join. :(((
What I also don't want in video making is the materials. It is inevitable to use an HD Camera in video making. Professionals also use different various of lights, mics, slider, tripod, etc. Being a cinematographer is a complicated thing to do. In order to be professional, you have to always mind your camera shots, lighting, sounds, actors, effects, etc.
I know I am still way, way, way, way, way, far from the level. But I will not stop trying to learn how to be one.
I am starting to hate myself. I can't satisfy on one goal. For example: I can't focus on art. I can't also focus on science. I feel like I want to learn more things that are somehow unrelated to each other like music or art. I am afraid I still don't have any idea on what course to take in the future.
Sunday, November 2, 2014
Arf Arf
I was beaten by a dog! Yay.
It happened yesterday night. It's just small anyway.
I really don't know what's wrong with dog bites, for everyone's seems OA. It's just really small. First, we went to RITM. Since it's not really an "emergency" I was not administered by injections, it's only for monday-friday (8:00 - 4:00).
Wait what?
That means I'm gonna be late tomorrow.
Yay --_--.
Then we decided to check on Asian Hospital. They can inject me already but it cost a lot (33,577 php).
Like srsly?
It's a really small bite and It's that expensive.
Gosh!
So we decided that to just have it on RITM.
Haha, so if any of my classmates is reading this, I'm gonna be late tomorrow.
Lesson learned: Not all dogs are your friend.
Looks like I'm going to have series of injections tomorrow. Gosh!
Good Bye.
It happened yesterday night. It's just small anyway.
I really don't know what's wrong with dog bites, for everyone's seems OA. It's just really small. First, we went to RITM. Since it's not really an "emergency" I was not administered by injections, it's only for monday-friday (8:00 - 4:00).
Wait what?
That means I'm gonna be late tomorrow.
Yay --_--.
Then we decided to check on Asian Hospital. They can inject me already but it cost a lot (33,577 php).
Like srsly?
It's a really small bite and It's that expensive.
Gosh!
So we decided that to just have it on RITM.
Haha, so if any of my classmates is reading this, I'm gonna be late tomorrow.
Lesson learned: Not all dogs are your friend.
Looks like I'm going to have series of injections tomorrow. Gosh!
Good Bye.
Saturday, November 1, 2014
hello
I'm clearly not so busy today.
There's only four of us left in the house since the others went to their province. You know, it's november 1.
HAHA
Many good things happened to me this day.
First: NEW EPISODES!
Finally! I watched Starwars: Rebels and Legend of Korra. I think the update is weekly so I gotta check that every saturday.
2nd: New Game!
I downloaded Call of Duty 2 yesterday and now I am playing. I know my game is kinda outdated already, but that's what my pc can hold. Besides, I don't really like the new issues of COD since it's all about modern warfare and black ops. I prefer the old ones of course. I prefer WWII and WWI in games rather than the modern thing. In modern warfare(COD) it seems really easy and the battle is fast paced.
Actually, in war games, I prefer the old classical way of fighting. Such as, sword fight, archery, siege, etc. They are the best. That's why I am hoping I can play any of the Assassin's Creed game.
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Woah A lot of people is on vacation right now. I mean vacation outside the country or city. I really want to go outside the country. I hate a lot of things here in the Philippines.
Gov't: There's no way the gov't can give it's full service to its citizen.
Food: It's great, but I want a different taste.
Streets: It's really dirty in most of the streets here in the Philippines.
Traffic: It's so heavy.
Science and Technology: No advancement? The gov't and other institutions don't really care about science and technology. Duhh?!?! If you are going to tell me that we also have say about science and technology, sorry, but I don't feel it.
It's really hard to live in a developing country. But I have no choice, I gotta deal with it.
etc.
etc.
etc.
So I really wish to leave Philippines. I am actually planning to migrate somewhere in the future.
Good Bye!
Friday, October 31, 2014
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SEM BREAK IS ABOUT TO ENNDD!
2 DAYS MORE BEFORE THE SCHOOL STARTS!
ahuhuhuh
It's about to end and there's no update for legend of korra yet :((.
Well it's okay since I finished Book/season 1,2,3. AHAHAHA
Anywayyy...
Someone ask me, "why do you like instrumentals?"
I like instrumental not because I sing with it, I just like soothing and soft kind of music. I don't like music that is too loud, nor music with vocals--- it distracts me. In songs, I always enjoy the instrumentals. Usually, I like guitar/piano solos.
Since I like listening to instrumentals, I like to listen to Sungha Jung's videos. He's really great.
Lately I've been using photoshop often. I created logos, posters, paintings, etc. I really miss art class and computer class(Digital Art). Since when did I start Digital Art?
Well it happened years ago, when my computer is still windows xp and laptop is not so common. Probably 5-7 years ago? I'm not sure when. The first software that I use is Microsoft Paint. It's so basic --.-- . The first thing that I drew was an ant. I drew three circles, and used lines to make the legs and antennae. Then I improved, I started making hamburgers. After I got tired of hamburgers, I painted sceneries. Scenes like waterfalls, sunset, plains, mountains, farm, etc. Then weeks after, I created comics. Then everything was deleted when a technician reformatted my computer. --_-- . Sh*t. That time, I don't really have an idea that a flash drive exist.
Then after that, I have 2 years of no Digital Art. Then after that, I was exposed to adobe products. The first adobe product that I learned was illustrator. Next, I learned photoshop. Then, I learned premiere pro, then after effects, finally, audition.
I am really lucky for getting the adobe CS6. I am really thankful. Ooohhh. I have a plan next summer. I wanna make artworks and sell them somewhere. Ahahaha.
Good Bye!
2 DAYS MORE BEFORE THE SCHOOL STARTS!
ahuhuhuh
It's about to end and there's no update for legend of korra yet :((.
Well it's okay since I finished Book/season 1,2,3. AHAHAHA
Anywayyy...
Someone ask me, "why do you like instrumentals?"
I like instrumental not because I sing with it, I just like soothing and soft kind of music. I don't like music that is too loud, nor music with vocals--- it distracts me. In songs, I always enjoy the instrumentals. Usually, I like guitar/piano solos.
Since I like listening to instrumentals, I like to listen to Sungha Jung's videos. He's really great.
Lately I've been using photoshop often. I created logos, posters, paintings, etc. I really miss art class and computer class(Digital Art). Since when did I start Digital Art?
Well it happened years ago, when my computer is still windows xp and laptop is not so common. Probably 5-7 years ago? I'm not sure when. The first software that I use is Microsoft Paint. It's so basic --.-- . The first thing that I drew was an ant. I drew three circles, and used lines to make the legs and antennae. Then I improved, I started making hamburgers. After I got tired of hamburgers, I painted sceneries. Scenes like waterfalls, sunset, plains, mountains, farm, etc. Then weeks after, I created comics. Then everything was deleted when a technician reformatted my computer. --_-- . Sh*t. That time, I don't really have an idea that a flash drive exist.
Then after that, I have 2 years of no Digital Art. Then after that, I was exposed to adobe products. The first adobe product that I learned was illustrator. Next, I learned photoshop. Then, I learned premiere pro, then after effects, finally, audition.
I am really lucky for getting the adobe CS6. I am really thankful. Ooohhh. I have a plan next summer. I wanna make artworks and sell them somewhere. Ahahaha.
Good Bye!
Thursday, October 30, 2014
Hold it right there!
The avatar version:
"Water. Earth. Fire. Air. Long ago, the four nations lived together in harmony. Then, everything changed when the Fire Nation attacked. Only the Avatar, master of all four elements, could stop them, but when the world needed him most, he vanished. A hundred years passed and my brother and I discovered the new Avatar, an airbender named Aang. And although his airbending skills are great, he has a lot to learn before he's ready to save anyone. But I believe Aang can save the world."
My version:
"Watch. Play. Eat. Sleep. A while ago, I was living in harmony. Then, everything changed when I open facebook(And Edmodo). Only Vacation, master of all four elements, could stop them, but when the world needed it most, it vanished. A hundred years passed and I'm still doing something. And although my vacation mode are great, I still have a lot to do before I'm ready to school. But I believe I can save my grades."
Ehehehehe
Well this morning I was just shocked because all of the duties and task. Yesterday, I was doing smoothly, then suddenly, OMG.
AHAHA
But I'm thankful for that. It reminds me how a school day works.
I still prefer this more than a boring day.
Good bye!
Tuesday, October 28, 2014
Customize
I really want to customize my things to make it "different". In my laptop, I used a picture password. It's where you can make gesture, taps, and click on the picture to access the computer. Those gestures and taps will be your password. I used this picture:
By using this, I can press my password in any of those letters and numbers.
Cool right?
I also decided to add startup sound to my laptop. I was planning to add the sound of lightsaber. However, I am afraid it might slow down my system. So never mind.
I also decided to make a logo of myself. Here is the logo:
I used illustrator for this. I find this so plain and simple, so I used photoshop to make it 3d. Here is the result:
I'm deciding if I will put this as one of my background.
The idea of this logo came when I was grade 2. Well it doesn't look like the original version but the idea is from there. Our teacher before asked us to make our own signature, I decided to use a logo. I drew a circle, in the middle of it, I drew a vertical line. To the right side, I drew three lines to form "E" connected to the vertical line and to the surface of the circle. You can actually spell my name there.
I wonder how much I grown up already? I wonder what's the difference between me when I was grade 1-3 and me now.
I am also deciding to design my own room, but there are different factors that is stopping me from doing so:
1.) I'm lazy
- It's a tough work.
2.) The paint
- I will use a lot!
- It has smell
3.) I might destroy my room
4.) Of course I'm not allowed to have a mural there! Geez!
I bought a plain pencil case. I was planning to customize it , but NEVER MIND.
Good bye!
When
Back to photoshop.
Ahh finally, I painted in photoshop already. It feels great after finishing this. I feel like it's been a long time since I painted in photoshop. Photoshop is my friend.
I'll name this painting as Hate.
It's like a carnivorous plant living in a dark place. It has tentacles, sharp teeth, and a big mouth.
The plant is full of hate. Try to check it upside down. It's smiling right? It only represents that the way you feel affects your reality. The way you feel about things affects the world around you. If you check it at a normal view, you will see that he's really mad, therefore, the background is also dark.
The plant is angry. He wanted to control anyone who gets too close around him. He's an introvert, I can say.
But what does the light inside him represents? It shows the good side. Everything in this world may have different perspective. Also it represents the opportunity to change. Everything and everyone is free to change.
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